Soul Share ~ Release Perfectionism

I wanted to share a huge breakthrough I had today, and I guess it is no mistake that it has happened on a full moon. It’s only just in the past 6 or so months that I have really begun to take notice of the energy of the moon phases and how my energy and experiences change as the moon goes through its cycle. To take the opportunity to tap into the moon’s cycles and work with it to help shed unhelpful beliefs and blocks that have been holding me back. It really is quite interesting, however I digress.

Let me get back to my soul share. Today I release my unhelpful belief in perfectionism.

From a very young age, I have held the belief that in all aspects of my life, I have had to do everything perfectly. And you know what? I actually don’t! So today, as I sat in meditation and worked with my inner child, I was able to release my unhealthy belief in perfectionism, and I realised in that moment, that it no longer had control over me.

My unhealthy belief in Perfectionism was holding me back from my calling, my life’s purpose. The need to be perfect and have everything perfectly in place before I started, truly started, working my life’s purpose. It was a huge block that I didn’t even realise I had. It was a deep trauma event that occurred in my early childhood, and it honestly wasn’t until yesterday, that I even knew about it.

The process I went through this morning was a little more detailed than this simple statement above, and as time goes on, I will explain the processes of inner child work, but for now, I will leave you with that brief insight.

I’ve lived a life of highs and lows. I’ve battled my own traumas, both the ones I was aware of, and the ones I wasn’t aware of. I can’t describe the immense sense of freedom that occurred each time I released and healed from whatever trapped trauma began to resurface. And I say resurface because the reason it was trapped, was because it wasn’t dealt with at the time. It was pushed down and “forgotten about”, but our body and our soul doesn’t forget, it comes back for us to deal with it.

I have felt, for many years, that I’ve needed to help people through their journey of highs and lows. It was, and is, a strong calling, however I never knew what that entailed and what it would look like, let alone have a name for it. What was it that I had to do? That answer was to be a Soul Healer. To guide and mentor people, to provide the tools they needed so that they could transform their lives into a happy, healthy life of clarity and purpose. A life filled with joy and love. A life fuelled by healing at a soul level.

I am here to share what I have learned. I want to share my knowledge and experiences so that I can help others who may be starting their journey of self discovery and transformation, but are unsure of the steps to take. Unsure of where to go in this weird new world that they are opening up too.

I don’t profess to know everything, and what I do know isn’t perfect, polished and tied up into a pretty little bundle. But what it is, is shared knowledge directly from my heart and a loving space of truly wanting to help others. To help them sift through the confusion, so they too can transform their lives and thrive.

I may not be exactly where I want to be, but I am a hell of a lot further than where I was over 20 years ago. I’m not a guru, I am nowhere near the “established guru’s of the world”, but I do remember the start of my journey and the confusion this brought. I didn’t know where or how to start this transformation. I just knew I had too.

I am me. I have raw, lived experiences and I know that I am not alone. And through these experiences and years of knowledge I have acquired, I provide a safe space for those needing guidance. A way forward when life seems to be clouded with a thick haze. I get it, I’ve been there and have had to pull myself out of it because I didn’t know who to turn to, or where to seek knowledge. Mainstream counselling wasn’t for me because all my stuff had to be worked on from a soul level. I had no idea what that even meant, and if someone had told me all those years ago I had to work on soul healing, I probably would have thought they were crazy. I had no idea what soul healing was, what that felt like, or where to begin.

What I do know now, is that I’m here to guide and walk this path with those needing guidance. With those ready to heal at a soul level but have no bloody clue on where to start.